Sunday, September 11, 2011

demi apa gw pernah nulis ini?? hahaha

gw tadi iseng buka notes di Facebook daaaan ternyata pas jaman-jamannya gw masih galau (Alhamdulillah sudah sembuh haha) gw pernah nulis ini hahaha boleh deh nih di share yaaa :)

I love the way you sound when you are happy
I love the way you smile at everything
I love the way you laugh at my jokes when they aren't funny
I love the things you say to me
they make me feel warm and fuzzy
I love the way your eyes twinkle
I love to talk to you
I love the way you make me laugh
I love your smile . I LOVE YOU and everything about you !

I feel giddy when you're near me
I feel ecstatic when you smile at me
I feel euphoric the day you asked me out
Being with you is such a big thing
Being with you makes me feel so proud
Being with you makes me want you more
When we're together my heart beats fast
When we're together my eyes sparkle bright
When we're together my smile is powered up
Since I met you the highs are the highest
Since I met you the lows are the lowest
Since I met you it's never a stagnant moment
You bring such sweetness into my life
You bring such colors into my everyday living
You bring such imagination into my dreaming
When you first told me you love me
My heart nearly overflowed with sheer joy
I couldn't breathe nor trust my ears really
When you held my hand firmly in your hand signaling to the world of us as a couple
I never wanted to let go of you ever
You are the cutest guy that's meant for me we could never be wrong if we stay together wherever you go
I 'll always be there with you
I will not want to be in a world without you

hahahaha :DD

Hurting you is like hurting myself in the end hearing the pain in your voice reduced me to powerlessness seeing the hurt in your eyes
I wished it was me who's hurt
If I could take away your pain
I would risk it all to remove the crack lines to your heart to erase the pain I've caused
If I had it to do over again I would not commit this blunder
I know I've made a bad mistake creating breakage to our love diminishing your perception of me breaking your heart and mine
I'm sorry for my selfish act for how it hurts our relationship
I regret for not weighing thrice the consequences that could ensue please will you forgive me?
Let me have a chance to mend our love and make it right
I don't ever want to lose you
My eyes they cry so hard my heart it aches from missing you
I wish it were the old days you and
I laughing and teasing you and
I happy and glorious I miss you and I miss us. . .
My love, I'm truly sorry . . .


Started out quite innocently a simple question to him finding his answer displeasing
I picked on underlying meanings turning a trivial small issue into an upsetting big matter
Fuming over his insensitivity running worst scenarios in mind letting fears and doubts wrap me up allowing self -pity to wash over me hiding and feeling sorry for myself wallowing in self -imposed void
His text messages I ignored signaling my vexation causing him to retreat to avoid agitating me more no consoling words to soothe driving me mad all the more
Can't he express his love more doesn't he love me enough ?
Why is he always quiet and reserved doesn't he want more connection?
Why is he so closed-minded doesn't he see it another way?
Time to end my own torment releasing grievances against him glaring observations surfaced
I did what I've warned myself not to attempt to change a man when I stepped into a new love
He's being himself from day one it's me who's wanting changes sulking in hope of getting my way my desire to mold and change him made me focus only on the bad
I failed to appreciate his goodness
I let unhappiness sneak in allowing inconsequential to win finding faults with his truths reacting too fast too much hurting him and me in the end
It's my mistake and I'm sorry ..

hahahaha gilaaaa galau gw kereeen kan? :p

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